From April, 2019

Checking in

A lot has been on my mind lately. Feel’s like life has this trick that it likes to play . At times I feel completely lost and other times I feel like I am on top of this world. I am just figuring it out. To anyone out there struggling for a purpose, your purpose…

Senseless : unconscious.

You can either remain sleeping or wake up. Choice will remain yours. You can either blame your past on making who you are today or be conscious enough to make those changes now. This world is happening. People are dying and other’s are living. Life is a full cycle {through a series of developments that lead back to the original source, position, or situation or to a complete reversal of the original position —usually used in the phrase come full circle.} We are born to die to only be born again. Being conscious is being awake, being conscious isn’t about being…

In god we trust

A part of my feel like I have lost touch with this world.  Another part of me feels like the whole world is living in me. I am not saying that I have given up, for that I have breathe I will keep living. I am saying I have given up on the human race, the ones that I have already met. This world is small, the people living in are not. I have talk a lot about mental health, I have talked a lot about my own battles with cancer, addiction, and other things that made me really vunerable.…