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In god we trust

A part of my feel like I have lost touch with this world.  Another part of me feels like the whole world is living in me. I am not saying that I have given up, for that I have breathe I will keep living. I am saying I have given up on the human race, the ones that I have already met. This world is small, the people living in are not. I have talk a lot about mental health, I have talked a lot about my own battles with cancer, addiction, and other things that made me really vunerable.…

One for One

Life. We all have it, we all experience it differently. I wanted to touch base on something that my experience taught me. The heart and brain will never be one. They are not friends and will never be friends. My heart is depressed and my brain is overloaded with information.Not all are equal, just like…

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Deep Rest

Depression: feelings of severe despondency and dejection. de·spond·en·cy: a state of low spirits caused by loss of hope or courage. Spirit: the nonphysical part of a person which is the seat of emotions and character; the soul. Learn where your energy goes, make sure that what you feel will always remain true to who you…

You’re still here

Today I was thinking to myself, what is the point of doing anything if I am going to die one day. I then quickly told myself I am not dead yet. Won’t be dead for a while. I am here now and now is all I have. After almost dying I was waiting to die…

Narcissism, Self-centered, Fraud, Fake.

Label me. I don’t really care anymore. Speak opened minded, self-reflect on your own self. No one can save somebody that doesn’t want to save themselves. Dear people, I don’t know who this will reach, I hope it reaches somebody that needs it the most.  We are all going through something in Life. I want to first thank the people who believed me in and I let them down. Deep down somewhere in my heart lays a compassionate soul. There are many different layers under the surface of my being. I am grateful enough to be where I am now.…

Comparison Is the Thief

I don’t really know where this is going. I just turned 28 years old a couple of weeks ago. I feel like I am 90 years old. The more I say this the more I feel so confused. Life is confusing. Maybe I am just confused. I know somewhere deep within lays happiness. Happiness isn’t there anymore. Confused about where I want to take my story. Maybe I feel guilty for not loving myself after cancer, Maybe I feel regret for not helping others with sharing the best side of me. Maybe I just reached my breaking point, maybe its…

Truth Hurts.

Everyone wants you to be happy. Once you know something, it’s forever. Can’t take back the words and can’t just forget the truth. The truth hurts- that’s why no one likes to hear it. Life sometimes can be funny. We have people all over the world trying to figure it out. Some get distracted by the superficial meanings in life, while others feel it so much that they just get lost in their own misery. I failed in being myself and failed even more so at trying to be someone I am not. When you try and become something you’re…

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Money or Laughter

You might think that you may know me based off of my old writing or my old pictures. Maybe you even think I have the world at my fingertips. Yes, I traveled the world with life after cancer, but is that happiness? Is happiness measured by material?