Tagged self improvement

Checking in

A lot has been on my mind lately. Feel’s like life has this trick that it likes to play . At times I feel completely lost and other times I feel like I am on top of this world. I am just figuring it out. To anyone out there struggling for a purpose, your purpose…

In god we trust

A part of my feel like I have lost touch with this world.  Another part of me feels like the whole world is living in me. I am not saying that I have given up, for that I have breathe I will keep living. I am saying I have given up on the human race, the ones that I have already met. This world is small, the people living in are not. I have talk a lot about mental health, I have talked a lot about my own battles with cancer, addiction, and other things that made me really vunerable.…

Express lane

Expression : the process of making known one’s thoughts or feelings. Thoughts : an idea or opinion produced by thinking, or occurring suddenly in the mind. Suddenly : quickly and unexpectedly We are not kids anymore. You failed at something in life but failing only made you stronger. Now what ? Where do you stand…

Breaking up, moving on

It’s not you that I hold onto. I don’t even miss you. I wrote about you before and felt completely empowered. Been checking up on you every now and then, you still never showed up. I can say that you standing me up has been the best thing that has ever happened to me. At…

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HEART AND BRAIN

Life. We all have it, we all experience it differently. I wanted to touch base on something that my experience taught me. The heart and brain will never be one. They are not friends and will never be friends. My heart is depressed and my brain is overloaded with information. Not all are equal, just…

Narcissism, Self-centered, Fraud, Fake.

Label me. I don’t really care anymore. Speak opened minded, self-reflect on your own self. No one can save somebody that doesn’t want to save themselves. Dear people, I don’t know who this will reach, I hope it reaches somebody that needs it the most.  We are all going through something in Life. I want to first thank the people who believed me in and I let them down. Deep down somewhere in my heart lays a compassionate soul. There are many different layers under the surface of my being. I am grateful enough to be where I am now.…

Truth Hurts.

Everyone wants you to be happy. Once you know something, it’s forever. Can’t take back the words and can’t just forget the truth. The truth hurts- that’s why no one likes to hear it. Life sometimes can be funny. We have people all over the world trying to figure it out. Some get distracted by the superficial meanings in life, while others feel it so much that they just get lost in their own misery. I failed in being myself and failed even more so at trying to be someone I am not. When you try and become something you’re…

Same start different finish

Everyday we wake up. That within itself is the greatest blessing in the world. We think we are going to live on forever. I have been waiting for my moment to shine and kept getting blocked by my own style of thinking. Life is worth living; this is the one chance we have at living it. I sometimes drift away from what I really stand for. After all, I am human. I have some anger inside me still; I’ve learned how to control to a certain degree. Life is with living. I sometimes get mad at myself, limiting who I…

Outcast

We are People. Humans that feel feelings. We are more than just flesh. Underneath our flesh lives the soul. I have been so lost in trying to find myself. I used to think that everything was okay. Everything will eventually be okay in the end. I live for things that most people won’t and don’t understand, Inside me there are feelings that have been burnt out from the fire within me. In each of us there are things that burn. We are all on different levels of this thing called life. People have this sense of believing what they believe…

Stay woke

How I survived Cancer. One way of how I survived cancer was letting go of all my old ways. In trying to let go of all my old ways, I got a bit tangled up. My ego is a fighter. My spirit is a child that fears. I am a Libra which represents balance, yet I had no balance. Ever since I was a kid, I used my imagination. During Cancer, I was never worried about the chemo itself; I was more worried about my fantasy madden team. The child in me wasn’t pure. I grow up become him. He…

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When heart and brain come to tranquility

When reality becomes fiction, the world starts to become a really scary place. I felt like the world doesn’t care. I know I am a fuck up at times, but let me explain. For me to always say that death shouldn’t be feared doesn’t mean I’m not being empathetic with people – I just mean that there’s no logical meaning to fear something that is given. I’m tired of being in this dark place and after being on an emotional roller coaster ride for the past 36 hours, I had my biggest breakthrough. I never wanted to be a self-centered…